Whenever I tell people how I feel they just leave. I don't want to talk to anyone, I don't want to do anything just die. I came close to ending it a few months ago but didn't and wimped out. Been doing some acid and stuff but I don't know. Trying to come up with a plan to make it look like an accident but it's hard. Thought about going in the woods and <mod edit - methods> but a whole missing persons search might happen. I don't want anything anymore.