I'm sick of living as such a worthless and useless being. I've never won anything, have no talent, parents whom lie to me to cheer me up which pisses me off, and have suicidal, homicidal, even genocidal thoughts every day, The only reason I haven't killed myself yet is simply because I am too much of a chicken shit, too do so...No that's not right, chicken shit can at least be used a fertilizer, where as I cannot because I'M SO DAM USELESS!!! That and I'd screw it up like everything else I've ever done. Ya, I know I've problems that is why I'm here whining about my life which is presumably better than must (not my opinion) as I've a good family, all smarter than I, yet my life is awful in my opinion. I can some up my life like this; imagine seeing a cake or pie right in front of you. It is the most delicious looking thing you've ever seen, but guess what? You want a piece? TOO BAD! While you watch everyone else enjoy it, the most you/I get is shit on. <- My life in a nut shell Nothing ever works for me. Nothing ever goes the way I want it to. So fuck life, screw living, I welcome death with open arms, I hate being a FUCKING FAILURE! ^_^ (Face just for shits and giggles) I apologize for the inappropriate language.