I can't even post! This'll probably show up tomorrow. Since the last thread I attempted to make, my life has bombed even further and I have nothing to look forward to. Well... I do have loneliness and confusion to look forward to, but nothing good. But I don't have the fucking balls to kill myself. I'll go off my antidepressant [already dropped out of therapy] and I should sink low enough to kill myself in a couple weeks.