okay, so I'm currently dating a man who is amazing to me, treats me with respect all the time, does anything and everything he can to make sure I'm okay. Thing is, we've never met and we live in different countries. He tells me he loves me and I believe him, and I say the same thing, and I don't know if I mean it or not now...I'm confused there. So I got a call from a guy that I used to work with and went to high school with. We've known each other for about 3 years now and he called today and I decided to answer the phone. Heck, why not, haven't talked to him in a while right? Well he told me that he needed to tell me something and made me sit down for it. He told me that he's always had this major crush on me since the day we met, and the funny thing is, I wrote him a letter a while back, before me and this other guy started dating stating the same thing. I've felt the same way about him as he admitted to me today. I've never met the guy I'm dating, and I don't know that it is entirely possible for that to happen. I'm really not sure what to do and I feel like such a bitch. If I end up telling my current boyfriend, I'm scared that he might do something permanent, like end his life, and I'm gonna feel like shit. I will feel responsible for it all. I'm just tempted to take my own life...there would be no more problems for me to deal with and I wouldn't be able to cause any more problems...if anybody has any suggestions please help!