I can't concentrate. I can't hold a thought. I have been taking nyquil to go to sleep earlier than i need to. I just dont want to be alone and awake. Trying to read for school is impossible, ** denotes intrusive thought** "plaintiff can not convey porperty rights, *you're a failure*, he does not have, *any clue what you are reading*". I feel like im trapt in a fog constantly. I just hate everything and everyone. Im not sure how to tell my friend or my room mate that no, i dont want to play video games, i dont want to hang out i just want to sleep away the rest of my free time until my next obligation arises, do it and then go back to sleep. Im miserable beyond all belief with no reason for it. I cant tell you whats wrong i cant tell you when "ill be over it". If i could maybe i would have something to look forward too. Until then just leave me a lone and be with me at the same time because i dont want either one right now.