conclusion

[pit]

Being suicidal for most of my life, I've come to one conclusion: Suicide fucking hurts!

These days I've been way too busy to be suicidal. Still, it's in the back of my mind as a last resort. These are trying, uncertain times for me. I do go to a community center where they have counseling for free. That's a big help. And a good friend of mine is suffering from insomnia, anxiety, depression, and exhaustion. She needs my help, and I need her company. So that's something.

I've learned not to expect too much from life and take things day by day and hour by hour if necessary. I figure the people that society calls winners are bigger fuck ups than I ever will be, so I deserve a chance to live.

Still, I hope to gather up enough courage to kill myself, because as time goes on, my body will turn against me and rot away. I would like to kill myself before that happens.

 

[DrowningInTears]

ive felt depression since i was 16 and it is getting out of controll now coonstant urge to kill myself. i dont know how to help you cause nothing even helps me
:hug: take this huggle

 

[Dave_N]

Depression can be overcome guys if you just try hard enough.

 

[Stranger1]

You need to get on a suicide regiment:
1) a shrink
2) meds
3) a good therapist
4) family member you can trust.
5) any friend you can trust.
If you can manage to set that up it will help you cope with those thoughts. You have to do your part also, you can't expect a miracle because that isn't going to happen!!
I am not saying the thoughts will go away but you will learn to cope with them. My thoughts are there all the time, but I address them dailey and tell them you won't control me again!! Good Luck!!:chopper:!!