Right, I'm completely not religious in any manner, and basically loathe religion. But, what's really strange is, I've taken to looking to the sky, and saying short prayers. I know it's weird right because I'm not religious, but I dunno, I feel it just gives me something to do, and perhaps hope that someone's actually listening, and doing the best they can do to help? Is anyone else like that? Where they'll pray, but they're not religious in any way?