I don't know where to begin really so I guess i'll start by asking if you trust the feelings you get, if not then how often do you trust them. I ask this question because there is someone very important in my life, I have for a few days been getting this feeling to leave her and not be close to her. Sometimes this feeling goes and i'm ok, sometimes it comes back, it's like a see-saw. I don't trust my feelings because of my problems like depression, etc and also because I tend to have repetitive thoughts and feelings which doesn't help at all. I've also been feeling suicidal because of the feelings & thoughts and because of there disturbing nature to me. I will expand later on about the scenario i'm in.