confused

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by fvckinginsane, Jan 3, 2014.

  1. fvckinginsane

    fvckinginsane Active Member

    I'm not sure what i want in life anymore. a lot of people would say i have everything i need, a nice home, a loving family, support. but there's one thing im missing and i cant put my finger on it. i think it might be friends.. i dont really have any. there's people i know and talk to but they aren't friends, more acquaintances. the lonliness drives me insane. I'm always at home alone doing art, talking to people that aren't really there. i do need just 1 good friend. someone who i can just hang out with. I'd like to have someone i can talk to about things that i cant talk about with my family or psychologist.. someone i can trust and can relate and just be there for me. but sometimes there's days i dont feel like talking at all, I'd like to just be able to sit there with them quietly and listen to the silence and just hold them and have a conversation without words. but i feel like no such person exists, just another silly fantasy ive made up in my head. but having 1 friend would be so lovely
     
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    i find the friends i have made on line more real then the ones i never had hun they have been supportive and understanding more then i could ask for really all one perspective i guess
     
  3. fvckinginsane

    fvckinginsane Active Member

    friends online are definitely great, but i miss being with someone in person even if there is no speaking just having company can be nice