Hello, I feel so broken and empty inside and kinda lost in a way.. .. A few weeks ago I went to visit my very best friend who I've known for approximately 7 years now, this was the first time that we met and I ahd a wonderful time there! I met great people, had lots of fun etc. But, I met this certain person.. She was so magical, and nice and beautiful, like she wasn't real. We spoke and I told her how I felt and she did too, and well.. Private stuff was discussed. Then when I had to go home, I couldn't stop crying.. I couldn't stop thinking about the possibility that I'd never see her again, never hold her in my arms again, never make her smile again.. And now I am home and I just don't know what to do or what to feel. I just want to go out there and scream at her that I love her, but I am afraid to fall in love, afraid to hurt either her or myself or both.. I don't know what to do, I don't feel at home anymore, I feel uncomfortable and weird at home, I can't do a thing without thinking about her.. Does anyone know how I can well.. Get over this or something?