Recently I have been talking to my ex girlfriend a lot more again, we never really stopped talking merely decreased the amount we spoke. I would like to think we are friends even though I have never stopped loving her. I am currently with someone else, who is great but I can't help still having feeling for my ex. I know surely I shouldn't be in a relationship if I have feelings for someone else but I really love my girlfriend. I have been listening to my ex talk about her feelings for someone else and can't help being jealous and wishing she still felt the same for me. Although she treats me quite badly and can make me feel quite bad about myself I still care for her and want her to feel the same.