Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by onenineteen, Jul 1, 2008.

  1. onenineteen

    onenineteen Antiquities Friend

    Well I've been making an effort to try to be a little more social (and I thank everyone who responded to my thread). I read posts here and I feel I don't belong because I've wanted to kill myself but what I don't understand is I just don't feel anything. I am so down and depressed but I just can't get angry, or hurt, or even cry. It's just a deadness and silence. I'm very confused about who I am. Nothing physically wrong with me, there's much to be happy about but I just want this to end. No one has ever suspected anything of me because outside I'm existing and moving on but inside there's only desolation. And I hate my medication, I don't want to take it.
  2. aki

    aki Well-Known Member

    my medication makes me feel like that. could that be the reason you feel this way?
    i really like this post because i literally feel exactly the same way, but i haven't been able to express it into words, so thanks :)
  3. no point

    no point Well-Known Member

    You expressed it so well. That's also the way I feel most of the time so I understand what you're saying here. I couldn't have expressed it any better :hug: