I have been "depressed" as I know it for around eight years. I have been suicidal for many of those years. But my suicide is something that I've been planning for years. The latest date that Ive settled on is new years eve 2009, depending on how this year goes.
Its strange because I have incredible mood swings. Most of the time i feel like shit. But after a drink or two i feel GREAT.Then i feel extra shit the morning after.WTF
Having girl problems hasnt helped. The girl that I REALLY liked chose my friend over me and then I introduced her to another of my friends ( like the complete idiot that i am)...Theres more fish in the sea, i know it, but try telling my heart that
Its strange because I have incredible mood swings. Most of the time i feel like shit. But after a drink or two i feel GREAT.Then i feel extra shit the morning after.WTF
Having girl problems hasnt helped. The girl that I REALLY liked chose my friend over me and then I introduced her to another of my friends ( like the complete idiot that i am)...Theres more fish in the sea, i know it, but try telling my heart that