I am very confused as am having feelings for a woman. This wouldn't be a problem except that I am very much a heterosexual woman and have never been in this position before. Also she's someone I see in a professional capacity so it's not like anything could ever possibly happen, even if we both wanted it to. It feels weird and not nice. She's all I can think about. But I'm wondering whether my psyche has "chosen" her because she's a safe person to have a crush on, because this is all it is, isn't it? Thought I was a bit old for crushes now though.