i dont know what to think.. to be honest i have never really been in a lasting relationship.. it has just never worked out..and i am not looking for a relationship in particular. a lot of ppl think i am gay because i dont like to dress up or wear make up and cuz i dont have a lot of guy friends.. but i dont have a lot of guy friends because i dont trust them (due to my past).. i have had three relationships with guys, but i have never really felt the same way they felt about me.. i have liked guys but they havent liked me back.. in the past i have had lesbians hit on me.. i didnt mind at all.. it actually felt kinda good.. the most recent was last semseter in college.. there was this girl, a friend of a friend from high school... we met and kind of hit it off.. we had a couple of drinks and she started getting friendly.. we made out and i liked it a lot, next time we hung out the same thing happened, but the make out session was a bit more intense.. i asked if she was gay and she said she liked bothguys and girls, but there was this guy that was interested in her so i stepped out of the way.. they make a cute couple, but now i am left with doubt and confusion.. am i gay? was it just an experiment?? am i just insecure?? is it because of my past??..