I haven't been on here long, so I don't exactly know how things work yet... but I need to talk to someone and I can't find anyone in person that I trust. I have a long sorted history that includes some really pleasant times and some really horrible times... will just leave it at that. Lately, over the past month or so, I have started eating less and less as a result of the pain, stress, and bullsh*t that has been happening in my life... Its currently been over 48 hours since I've eaten anything and kept it down. I find myself with a horrible headache and I feel like I'm going to pass out everytime I walk outside (its almost 115 with heat index here) But when I go to put something in my mouth to eat, I find myself throwing it away, putting it back down or throwing it back up. My stomach doesn't want food. My husband and I have been fighting and he tried to force feed me yesterday, but I just couldn't do it. My mother has been in on this too and she promotes my weight loss and yells at me for my weight daily. It's like my username, I'm on_the_edge and I don't know how much longer it will take to push me over...