Till like 2 or 3 days ago I had been going completely crazy wondering if I would ever feel good. I wanted to die so bad and had constant thoughts of cutting myself. But now it's just gone. I'm not complaining, I'm happy it's gone but it's confusing. I'm not super excited or anything but I feel fine, which I haven't in months! I wasn't ever on any pills. I had days when I felt fine but then the same dread was back. I think it's been 3 days now since I'm fine. Do you guys think I'm going to get back to that awful phase again or am I finally done with that?