So i've been in this relationship on and off for 16 months with a guy that i thought i loved but now idk and idk how to get out of it. Its so confusing in my mind. Him and i have been on and off but through it all hes always been there. I havent been an easy gf and i appreciate that hes stuck around. We always used to have so much fun together but a month and a half ago i started suffering from depression(coincidentlly around the time i started having sex with him-tho thats not the only reason) but ever since then i havent felt the same. Idk if the depressions causing me not to feel the same or if its him. At the same time i'm not sure if breaking up with him would fix my problems either. We're around each other almost 24/7 and losing him would be like losing a part of myself. I've always believed that i loved him and up until the i started feeling depressed i did. But he cant make it better no matter how hard he trys and that scares me. some how hes connected to how i feel and i need help sorting this all out.