I don't really know what I should do. I go from really happy and excited about my ideas to hating everything about myself and wanting to die. I'm in college and changing my major and declaring a minor two weeks into the year, which is taking away from the stress of having a bad major to the stress of making up two weeks of work. It's hard for me to concentrate, either from wanting to work on my ideas or sadness. Getting tutoring and counseling is difficult for me (phone calls and emails are stressful). I don't know what to do. I'm a creative person, but after I make something I hate it. Any advice?