Not sure if this is the right place for this, but here it goes. I have had suicidal thoughts almost my entire life, but the past few years have been particularly bad. Last year at this time I started law school but by March, I couldn’t do it any more, I was afraid to leave my room and was given a medical leave and a year to “get my priorities in order”. So right now I have nothing to do, I have therapy two times a week, I am on some heavy medication, but I don’t think I am getting any better. I can tell that nothing I am doing is working and I am at the point where I really am just questioning how much longer I can go on.