beginning to wonder if the government really want the mentally ill to just go ahead and top themselves. going to introduce a 'payment card' scheme for benefit recipients. i'm housebound therefore wouldn't be able to get out and use the card. rely on a debit card and the internet for food etc. really just want to end it all tonight. because if this plan goes ahead i wouldn't be able to support myself any longer. why put off the inevitable. don't have any more fight left in me.