Been struggling lately over my eating and feeling depressed. I saw my Dr a few days ago. I got back on meds. He knows my struggles. I know he's trying to help. Even many others. I just can't get past my fears and part of my stubbornness. Why is life so complicated? I'm tired of feeling in the darkness that never ends. I'm tired of laying this problem on others. I'm exhausted in fighting and dealing with my issues. I just been wanting to disappear. I know restricting my food intake can kill me. A part of me is so scared it will but the other part doesn't care. How do I fight this battle in my mind that is destroying me? Just wanting sleep. I'm exhausted mentally and physically...