I feel pretty bad today. I felt the same way yesterday. It's hard to explain what I'm feeling. All I know is that I don't like it. I feel a tightness in the centre of my chest; like I've eaten a football and I'm going to throw it up any minute. My arms and hands feel really shaky on in the inside, but on the outside I'm not shaking. I'm pretty sure I'm close to having a full blown nervous breakdown or something. I don't know why I'm writing this post because I really don't feel like chatting. I mean, I don't really have much to say at all, nor do I really feel upset about anything aside from this damn lump in my throat. Right now I'm hoping that this pressure will keep building for a few days and when I explode I'll finally put an end to my stupid existence.