Hi, welcome to SF. I know where you're coming from, I spent most of my teenage years bullied and made to feel inferior. That's not who you are, you are beautiful, unique and courageous. Sometime those around us can be so cruel and thoughtless, just to try ing to fit in with what they consider the "In Crowd", when all they are doing is joining the drones. Keep strong, you have every single person on this site ready to support you xx