I am new hear because I think I burned the last bridge I had. My thoughts are constantly wrapped around eternal sleep and I feel the thoughts may turn to action. I have nothing left in this world and for someone like me it is impossible to succeed. Hopeless, alone, and fearful is how I am living my life. I don't know what to do anymore because I've tried all outlets of help and nothing sticks. I don't know what being on here will accomplish but I just had to get these thoughts out. I know I sound like a whiner and that bothers me that I'm do worried about my small problems when there are much bigger things going on around.