I haven't heard from her since last year. She won't return my calls. But i'm thinking maybe, just maybe she will make an exception for christmas' sake? Am i being a dumb ass and setting myself for some major hurt? Or should i try my luck and call her or text her? I really miss her beyond anything. I don't expect to be back as her friend. I just want to sit down, have a drink and just talk to her, it's all. I really don't know what to do.