in one of last posts here, I said I had a job and it's been good to work. But my cousin who drives me there has been extremely negative about the job since I got....she has been doing this for sometime. If the job isn't what she doesn't think I "need" I shouldn't do it. Finally, on thursday, I got tired of it and got so frustrated I stayed in a hotel for a couple of days to stay away from my family. Then I came to the realization that I want to give them a present in the form of a letter letting them know i am leaving this family and personalized reasons why. I cried at first when I got this idea, but now I feel more ready to do so but I still feel sad.