i can assure u im feeling "bad" and "low" the alcohol im dousing my liver in is making feel slightly better. but when that runs out, my times gona b up, cuz im jus gona give up. no1 has tried to help me figure out a solution to any of my probs. i lost my daughter who i cant help support or even c on the regular. i lost my gf/fiance who lives in a different city, i dont have transportation to go c either of them , i dont have a job, im broke, i lost my apartment, no1 calls me back from any of my interviews, i had 2 move back in with my mother (at the age of 21), my mother chews me out over the dumbest and smallest things, she has cancer so i feel like shit if i argue back, i use alcohol as a crutch, i bitch at all of the ppl who care about me until they leave and then i wonder y they leave. i cud use answers 2 any of those. once my alkie is gone, so am i.