Hey. I've been contemplating suicide for quite some time now, and I think I've finally decided to do it. I guess I'll introduce myself a bit first. I'm 22 years old, and I'm depressed most of the time. My main problems started around the time when I was supposed to start college. I don't know what it is, but I am just not the type of person who can go to school. It's not that I'm dumb and can't grasp it, it just bores the hell out of me, and I just can't seem to do it. I have no goals in life, and when I finish school, my dad is selling the house and moving away without me. The worst part about this is that I've been lying to my dad about going to college. I never actually applied. To top it off, my dad gave me $10,000 for school, and I've spent the majority of it already, on what, I can't even remember. The money has just been disappearing month after month, and it's brought me to the point where I think it would just be easier to end it.