CoNtRoL{TrIgGeR}ThOuGhTs

Discussion in 'Mental Health Disorders' started by ari, Aug 19, 2006.

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  1. ari

    ari Staff Alumni

    what is the control??

    am i in control restricting calories?

    am i in control when i need running, more running, more running.?


    Is it control exercising the minute i have eaten?

    or know that i have to exercise to cut the calories in half or more that i have taken in?

    Is it control not eating at all?


    Is it control when i know i have to push myself more, sweat it all out?


    is there control when someone tells me that i am are out of control?


    am i in control when I can't hide the bones under baggy clothes?


    am i in control when I feel I have to wear weights to the doctors office because I know they are going to weigh me?


    Is it control knowing i have to run?

    am i in control when i have cramps in my muscles because they are screaming in agony?


    am i in control when i am are cold all the time even when it is 90 degree's outside?


    am i in control when I feel so dizzy, sick and want to throw up all the time

    am I in control when my therapist says that i am out of control and she is concerned....to take my choices away...to tell things to people that i dont want to her but have no choice about it.
    losing the control that is so out of control
    where is the control
     
  2. Dita

    Dita New Member

    ~the difference between want and need is selfcontrol~

    I wake up every morning,
    and that's the first thing that comes to my mind.

    I don't know what control is,
    but I'm pretty sure
    that I have none over anything..

    Hope you're doing better :)

    Anna
     
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