I lost the biggest one (car). The fallback has always been music. Music of choice? Classic rock, always classic rock. Slap the headphones on, load a playlist and listen for hours. Not working anymore. My mood is just as foul as when I started. Just as deep, if not deeper. Bands that I've been fans of for 30+ years. Seems that I just don't even care to listen to them anymore. Music soothes the savage beast? Not anymore. Headphones on for 45 minutes, no change.