You've no idea how stupid I feel, for asking for help. It's not something I'm used to. I'm supposed to be the strong one, not the one who needs help.. But this is getting out of control, and it's affecting me in so many ways. My uncle molests me. He's constantly in my head, and he won't get out. I have flashbacks every night; lately they've been getting worse. It's gotten to the point where I'm afraid to sleep in my own bed, and I'm afraid to sleep at all. I'll be up until 1am talking to friends on MSN, because I'm scared to be alone. Honestly, I wouldn't be posting this unless I was desperate. It's hard for me to ask for help but I don't know what else to do.