Correct Place?

[RunningAway]

Hello

I am not Certain if I am posting in the correct place :sad:

I suppose I am having a bit of a crisis. I have some problems that I can not even post about. I have nobody to talk to and I have now reached total break down point. Tonight feels like the end. Maybe it is not - but I know it must come soon :sad: But I feel guilty for even writing this when I can see so much suffering and pain here. Sorry

 

[Isa]

Were here to support, you see pain and suffering but its just us talking so that others can support us.


Tell us whats triggered (short term cause) your low mood tonight?

 

[RunningAway]

I am sitting in my house hoping he doesn't do it again. Why does he do this. And he can always get away with it. Just because of his work position. I am scared. So many things I don't eat properly and although I now recognise this I am too frightened to accept help. And I have been in a low mood for so long but have never admitted it to other people. I am the one that is always smiling. Most of all I am scared. Scared he will come. I am not sure that physically or emotionally I am able to take any more.

 

[RunningAway]

Hello

I am still here, although I am uncertain whether that is a good thing. Just things to sort out and so on. So long as I know the important things are sorted out then it will no longer matter if I leave. I don't fear death as much these days. It has become a much more painful choice to live to put a few things in order than it has been to accept that I am leaving.

 

[Isa]

s* I dont know what to say, are you going somewhere safer?

 

[RunningAway]

This is really hard and Difficult and I do not know of anybody to speak with

 

[Beret]

Feel free to pm me anytime :hug:

 

[kath]

im here too.You sound in a very difficult situation.i hope that you stay with us.

 

[RunningAway]

At last. Relief.