I have been sexually abused by men who I thought cared about me. The worst time for me was between the ages of 2 and 6. I am trying to get over that and move on with my life, but I am finding it so hard. The pain I feel is unbearable and I don't know how to handle it. What I think is really annoying my family and friends is that I don't want to be in a sexual relationship ever. They have been talking as if I might be a lesbian, but I am not one. I am a nothing. I don't want anyone touching me like that ever. Am I strange for feeling this way? Others that I know who were abused have been really into sex and married life. I know that I could never do that. I feel like I am from outer space. I don't like how people try to put pressure on me to be in a relationship, when clearly, I do not want it. EVER. Why is it so hard for people to accept me for who I am?