Could God be more obvious about it?

[RainbowChaser]

The doc has just today given me enough meds to put me under perminantly.

Then I got triggered three times in 15 mins in chat, all ywith my greatest love, lyrics. Drugs, just like I want. Cutting, which I'll be doing if it doesn't work. Rape - it might not have been rape, but sexual assualt can leave alot of the simlar feelings, that I can't get over.

And of course, this is all my fault. Because no one meant to, but why can't mods stop people/themselves from quoting possibly triggering lyrics? And why is everyone blaming me about getting angry about it? I'm angry because I want help, not reasons to do it.

God's giving just me a chance to go out with dignty I guess... Why shouldn't I take it?

 

[SmilePretty]

can i add that when you confronted everyone about it, you triggered people in the process

it was no one's intention to trigger you

i have gone through times when the names of food would trigger me....but i would not lash out at the people who said them because they didnt mean to trigger me.

 

[Spearmint]

Yeah, Sammie, hun, it wasn't anyone's intention to trigger you with the songs, but then when you brought it up, you triggered other people..I know that wasn't your intention either, but none of us should have lashed out at anything. :hug:

 

[sarahg]

i guess that why we have other rooms as we never know what may trigger.
all iknow is that this site has helped me so much and the support is always overwheming,as i know we are all here for u to rain in ur new meds etc
nothing was meant at all
hugs

 

[ybt]

the thing is that people don't actually know if they're triggering you with lyrics

 

[gentlelady]

I am sorry you felt triggered in chat sammie. Even though we can never be sure what will trigger someone, it should be obvious that lyrics of that sort would be triggering to someone. It really was not your fault or that of anyone else. You cannot control what triggers you and what doesn't. Please do not allow this to sway your decision of self harm. Please stay safe. :hug: