So last night I had a rather strange dream. It was about my ex-boyfriend; he was at my house and I think we'd been fighting because we weren't really talking to eachother and I think he was angry at me. I often shout and rage at him for every little thing I doubt him on, and he was getting fed up of it pretty bad in this dream. So then I was sitting on one of my living room sofas watching TV when he walked in with a brunette girl. He lay down on the sofa and she snuggled up next to him. I tried not to look at them, but it was a bit difficult giving it was right in front of my face and they were making noises with their talking. Then he wanted a drink, so she sat up and gave him a kiss before he went. She then walked off into my brothers room where my brothers ex-fiance was on the computer, and they were looking at clothes I think. I ran off into my bedroom to cry but he was on my bed sipping his drink, so I had to sit on my mum's bed instead. He was talking away to himself, and I really wanted to say something to him but I knew I'd just end up shouting and screaming and crying. I went back into the living room to sit on the sofa in peace but my ex-boyfriend came back in and he sat on a dining room chair. I was so angry and hurt that he had brought this ***** (sorry for the bad language but I seriously do not like any girl that goes anywhere near him. |=) into my house and was rubbing it in my face that I went up and slapped him across the face, but he put his hands up and I missed. I shouted at him that he was a liar and all sorts of other names, and then ran back into my room and hid amongst my bed covers (my bed was for some reason covered in bed covers). Then my mum came in with some doctor and was talking about my 'condition' and how I need serious help. I was confused but slightly relieved as I thought she'd finally realised I have anxiety and had decided to do something to help me. I went along with what the doctor was saying about medication and treatments, feeling happy that I'd start getting better but then I read the condition written along the top of the list of treatments I'd need and it said 'anorexia'. That was when I woke up. I don't really know what to make of the dream.. I've had dreams in the past of my (now ex) boyfriend cheating on me with other girls or talking to certain people he knows he's not allowed to speak to, and then literally a few days later it has come out that he had cheated and spoken to that person/those people. It's made me fear any dreams I have of him because they might be true again. I know he wouldn't techniqually be cheating since we're not together, but it would still affect me pretty badly if he was seeing someone else and he knows this. I know I can't control his life or tell him not to see anyone, but the way my dreams have often come true regarding him in the past worries me. :sad: EDIT: I should probably say something about the relationship I have with my ex. The term 'ex-boyfriend' implies a closed chapter; previous relationship. But that isn't how it is for us. We both still love eachother very much, we both keep in contact, we both go crazy when the other one has a delay in their reply because we worry that the other is talking to someone else of the opposite sex, we still fight like a couple, we still treat eachother like a couple. We're practically the same as we were when we were dating, it's just that we're not actually dating. Maybe this explains my feelings a bit more and why this dream has worried me.