It is now two - two and a half hours until I go home. I've asked my mate if we can go out tonight for a drive so im not stuck in all night. I have mega butterflies, im dreading going home. I hate it that much. I feel sick and like i wanna just scream and cry. i DONT want to go home. Its tempting to beg my aunt to let me stay here longer but i cant cos i have to pack some stuff... irreplacable things like photos etc in case anything gets thrown out by she who must be obeyed. Im trying hard not to break down and cry... i really dont wanna go.