Til I decide to finally purchase a gun and end my life for the first successful time as Ive been wanting to do since I was 12. In the process of waiting I thought that maybe Id meet some online friends who share the same intentions as me. :tongue: Ive been quite serious about my self suicide since a long time ago, attempted many times and did succeed once but was brought back to life. I like to think of my life now as being in Purgatory (I am atheist btw) since I was dead and then revived and now live with a shitty life. I hate being alone, but perpetually that is what life has given me. What would make my life at all worthwile? Meeting a man who truly loves me for who I am. Anyway, hello everyone.