cownes - not letting you go without a fight

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Wastingecho, Mar 18, 2010.

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  1. Wastingecho

    Wastingecho Well-Known Member

    alright maddy - you may hate me for this afterward and never want to speak to me again but i'm alright with that because i told you i wouldn't let you go without a fight

    there are a lot of people here who care

    there are a lot of people here who love you

    there are a lot of people here who need you and will miss you

    don't do this hon - i know it will be awhile before you can be seen

    let us help you get through this
  2. cownes

    cownes Well-Known Member

    im not worth it :sad: sorry x im exhausted with it all
  3. ASkylitDrive

    ASkylitDrive Well-Known Member

    You may not know me, but I've seen how you helped people.
    I know alot of people love you <3
    And I know we will all be by your side forever!
  4. Sapphire

    Sapphire Well-Known Member

    You ARE worth it! Everybody is worth it. Stay with us.

    Life doesn't have to be an endless battle.

    I'm sure there are ways to make you a happy person that you haven't thought about/tried yet.
  5. 41021

    41021 Banned Member

    **hugs** fro you maddy

    hey, try to hold on kiddo, okay? keep talking to us.
  6. cownes

    cownes Well-Known Member

    i dont want to hold on :sad:
  7. lightbeam

    lightbeam Antiquities Friend

    We love you maddy.
  8. Sapphire

    Sapphire Well-Known Member

    Life can be beautiful.
  9. cownes

    cownes Well-Known Member

    im failing to see that!!
  10. Sapphire

    Sapphire Well-Known Member

    That's because you're blinded by your current emotional state.

    Please hold on. Every storm passes.

    Could you say anything about what is causing your distress? Please know that to most problems there are solutions and that bad times rarely last forever. If they ever do at all.
  11. ASolitaryBlue

    ASolitaryBlue Well-Known Member

    I don't know exactly what you're going through, but I know how it is not to be able to see why you need to stick around. That's why you have us. To remind you that people do care and that you are loved *hugs*
  12. cownes

    cownes Well-Known Member

    im done with living like this, people often tell me, that ive dealt with a lot from a young age, and more than i should have for my age, and that by the time im 20 i will find life so much easier and be a better person for it etc etc, but i cant get through this current difficutly, and what if they are wrong, what if things dont improve, i would rather not no!
  13. 41021

    41021 Banned Member

    awww MAddy :sad:

    I know.

    I know you don't want to right now. i get kind of tired of it myself. Hang in there kiddo, it honestly does get better...look, i am still here, huh?

    just lean on us for a while, stay here with us, let us hold you a rest.


    i love u maddy
  14. Sapphire

    Sapphire Well-Known Member

    Then start living another way. You can do it. You can find the strength within yourself to change things around.

    For the most part you control the things that determine the way your life will unfold yourself. You are not a plaything of fate. Things aren't predetermined. You can turn your life into anything you want it to be.
  15. cownes

    cownes Well-Known Member

    you really cant :/
  16. Sapphire

    Sapphire Well-Known Member

    Yes you can. I did so. And so can you.
  17. cownes

    cownes Well-Known Member

    i cant, otherwise i would have by now!
  18. Sapphire

    Sapphire Well-Known Member

    You shouldn't think like that. Maybe you're just going about it the wrong way? Can you really say you've explored every avenue?
  19. cownes

    cownes Well-Known Member

    possibly done most of them, that i can do :hug:
  20. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    I think you are so caring you have help so much here I was in the same place you are in for awhile now but today is a better day today i actually got thing done. Each day presents itself differently If you are so low time is now to reach out to your friends here to your therapist doctors and switch things up abit. Just know the pain will pass it is just a wave right now it will lesson please know that. STick around here with your friends who certainly can understand and relate to your pain together we can get through this okay so just stay keep talking and posting the pain and sadness away
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