I'm tired of seeing you in pain. I'm tired of feeling that I'm not good enough to make you feel happy. I try hard to make you happy and I ask if we can hangout. Something always comes up. Why is it that nothing comes up when you have the urge to drink? Am I not good enough to make you feel better? Are you not good enough to make you feel better. I know you are. Your body doesn't need that shit. I have been through some shit to and you don't see me trying to numb it.