was well distracted tonight, but have crashed and burned and wonder
why i am still here...head all over the place full of guilt, feel like a murderer
trying to get control but am tired and the voices are getting louder and more evil..do it ...do it now they say..i just want to give in but will try and fight again to fulfil my bucket list...it takes you by surprise or likes to sneak up on you....
why i am still here...head all over the place full of guilt, feel like a murderer
trying to get control but am tired and the voices are getting louder and more evil..do it ...do it now they say..i just want to give in but will try and fight again to fulfil my bucket list...it takes you by surprise or likes to sneak up on you....