I thought I forgot about you, I tried. You were everything to me, and I mean it. My parents had left me long ago, my friends are all superficial and distant, only you, can make me feel like I am at peace. You told me before, that without me, you will kill yourself and we will get married once I am out of school We will have three kids and every single one of them will be so talented and successful When you thought you were pregnant, I told you we will raise it together When we found out you were not, we cried But you still left me, after all these times. You called and cried, "help me" you said. I just cannot take it anymore. Its my fault that I love you so much, I hung up on you and turned my phone off. I just found your hair on my bed. For the third time in a day I crashed down. I am hurting in every way possible, my eyes are so red I cannot go to class. please leave me alone.