Crashing down

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by mchung, May 5, 2010.

  1. mchung

    mchung Well-Known Member

    I thought I forgot about you, I tried.
    You were everything to me, and I mean it.
    My parents had left me long ago, my friends are all superficial and distant,
    only you, can make me feel like I am at peace.
    You told me before, that without me, you will kill yourself
    and we will get married once I am out of school
    We will have three kids and every single one of them will be so talented and successful
    When you thought you were pregnant, I told you we will raise it together
    When we found out you were not, we cried

    But you still left me, after all these times. You called and cried, "help me" you said. I just cannot take it anymore. Its my fault that I love you so much, I hung up on you and turned my phone off.

    I just found your hair on my bed. For the third time in a day I crashed down. I am hurting in every way possible, my eyes are so red I cannot go to class. please leave me alone.
  2. stuckinchicago6

    stuckinchicago6 Well-Known Member

    I don't really know what to say, but hugs... heartbreak can be the worst kind of pain there is... You will start to feel better soon and then you will have breakdowns still, but give it a year and you will be happy again.