I'm an outsider, unpleasent person. There are people who I would like to see me, some girls, but they don't. At the same, people who I wouldn't like to see me have enormous interest of me. I don't fit into this world. I can't feel normal around other people, most of them seem to dislike me the moment they first time see me. I don't have intelligence to have a wealthy future. I don't have skills to have wife and family. Why continue? To suffer more?