*cries* I love you all

Discussion in 'I Have a Question...' started by Isa, Jul 9, 2007.

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  1. Isa

    Isa Well-Known Member

    We promised we'd keep trying
    But never promised you success
    So if this is my final goodnight
    Dont cry or be distressed

    Dont think of the way I died
    And be cursed with my sorrows
    Dont wonder about my last thoughts
    And cry for my lost tomorrows

    I dont want you to inherit
    A darkness deep to choke in
    I just want to stop breathing
    Stop feeling pain and hate and sin

    This is the gift I leave you
    With kisses of shame and fear
    If you ever need my strength
    It will still be here

    Its not enough to save me
    So I cant offer you much
    But what little I have left now
    My humour, love and such

    I dont take this all with me
    It doesnt write off my emotions
    and if I ever said I love you
    I wasnt going through the motions

    Dont give up because of me
    Our circumstances arent the same
    And please just hope I find peace
    Instead of casting blame

    If you wish I find heaven
    Ill pray you find happiness
    Remember how I lived this life
    And forgive me my weakness.
  2. RainbowChaser

    RainbowChaser Well-Known Member

  3. Isa

    Isa Well-Known Member

    Im sortrry guys :cry2: :cry: :cry2: :cry2: :cry: :cry:
  4. Just_a_guy

    Just_a_guy Well-Known Member

    Isa, whats wrong? :(
  5. Marshmallow

    Marshmallow Staff Alumni

    whats up hunni?
  6. thedeafmusician

    thedeafmusician Staff Alumni

    Isa.. whats going on?
  7. Anime-Zodiac

    Anime-Zodiac Well-Known Member

    Has something happened Isa?

    That poem is really touching.
  8. ~CazzaAngel~

    ~CazzaAngel~ Staff Alumni

    Calissa, what's wrong hunny? You can talk to us, we're here for you. :hug:
  9. Isa

    Isa Well-Known Member

    n ot long now, just have to stay strong
  10. Cath

    Cath Staff Alumni

    Please don't go.

    You've been a great help to me.
    I want to help you.

    Please talk

    Take care
  11. ~CazzaAngel~

    ~CazzaAngel~ Staff Alumni

    Please stay with us, Calissa. Please!? :eek:hmy: :cry:

    Just talk with us, ok?
  12. Isa

    Isa Well-Known Member

    </3 Im beyond help
  13. Isa

    Isa Well-Known Member

    I think im going to be sick, im having an anxiety attack.

    I need to talk to someone but i dont want to interupt anyone in chat
  14. Isa

    Isa Well-Known Member

    saw the second psychiatrist today. two days til i have enough money to buy what i need.
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