There is a lot. I understand things are rough but there is always something to hold onto. I promise! I know it must be tough but remember we are all here for each other && if you ever need anything PM me or any of the other friends you have made here on this site.
I dont know whats going on but here are some reasons why there is a point. Your son, I dont know your relationship with him but hes still there. Your kind and caring, to the extent i wish you were not feeling so down. And there are always plenty of people here who wish for you to be alright.
Whats on your mind, whats going on. Talk about it a little? Maybe we can help
I know your making decisions, hopefully they are not rash. I know you have been going through a lot with the death of a friend... I wish there was something more we could do for you...
Sorry...