Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by lostlonely80, Aug 18, 2011.

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  1. lostlonely80

    lostlonely80 Member

    Don't really know what else to say but am really fighting at the min :(
  2. Sadeyes

    Sadeyes Staff Alumni

    What is going on? Please let us know so we can be there to support you
  3. Jelly

    Jelly Well-Known Member

    Heya, if you are interested in talking I'm available in the chat room, or on msn.

    Keep fighting please. <3
  4. lostlonely80

    lostlonely80 Member

    I just feel like my time is soon and that scares me - does that mean I don't want to go really it is it just trying to find a get out?!?
  5. lostlonely80

    lostlonely80 Member

    Decision made and feel like a big burden off my mind - next step is to find a way that 100% works and I'm good to go!!!
  6. Speedy

    Speedy Staff Alumni

    A belated welcome to SF for you. :welcome:

    And here are some hugs, although I don't know what good that will do: :hug: I know you're having trouble with suicidal thoughts... I've been there.

    With caring thoughts..
    Mr. A
  7. lostlonely80

    lostlonely80 Member

    Thankyou!! x
  8. Jenny

    Jenny Staff Alumni

    So sorry to hear things are so difficult.. please keep on fighting. I know it's tiring and maybe seems hopeless right now but things can improve. Does it help to write here? Jenny
  9. lostlonely80

    lostlonely80 Member

    Hi Jenny

    Thanks for the message - yes it gets really tiring & I'm kinda at the point where it's just too much!!

    I suffer from PTSD and all my medications are being switched all the time which isn't helping. But my overwhelming thought is ok fair enough over time I can change the perception & my relationship with being gang raped but I can't change the world and the fact bad things will always happen. I dont want to be around in a world like that and that's what has helped with my decision - does that even make any sense?!?
  10. Jenny

    Jenny Staff Alumni


    Yes it does make sense, and I often think the same.. such bad things happen in the world and it's hard to get our heads around. I think it doesn't help though that whenever we turn on the news it's just bad news that's reported.. not the good stuff that also goes on in the world.

    I'm sorry that you were gang raped.. sounds very traumatic. Are you receiving any therapy for this? Also sounds difficult to have your medication changed so much.. hopefully they'll find the right one for you soon though.

    How are you doing today?

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