In darkness I stand at the crossroads of my life In turmoil my mind heart and soul as darkness and light push and pull neither willing to let go! Failed I have in all aspects of my life.The day would come this I knew Tormented with knowledge and wisdom thrown together stewing in the pot of confusion. My heart my soul aches deeply as my mind reasons and struggles to phantom meaning in continuing this fight against the unknown If meaning I cannot find and fill the whole inside my soul what purpose does this life serve ? I don’t know!!