I'm at my wits end. I've looked at my situations from all sorts of different angles, and nothing looks worth while other than suicide. I'm 21. Live at home. Go to a community college. Have an internship, paid. Fighting with my bipolar father and worthless little brother. Can't focus on school at home, so thought about moving out. I only get paid once a month, and the economy sucks. I won't be able to get a job right now even if I tried. I have no friends that can take me in right now. Everyone's struggling and kissing ass to get by. There's no use. even if I move out, I'll be in debt and end up a poor statistic. Drug addict, psychedelic drugs and OTC medication. Alcoholic. There's no way out. Death's my only chance for happiness. Fuck the people around me. I don't care. Death is my only way to relief.