Can someone please talk to me for a bit..... Some guy just came to my dorm and told me I had to leave within five days....I'm screwed...I can't do this, I can't go back home...if you knew, you would understand..I will not survive if I go home. I don't have any money, I have nowhere to go, I don't have any friends. I want so scream and wail, I want to jump off a cliff, I want to sleep forever I want to rip my face off I want to sob uncontrollably but there's too many people here I'm never alone, yet I've never been so alone. A cliche within a cliche within a cliche... Fuck.....fuck. I hurt so many people, how can I expect better? I deserve this I will end up like my father, ...hell, who the hell am I kidding? I am my father. I'm fucking insane. I threw my whole life away... I threw it all away, what little I had and then I curled up in the vestiges, and never got up. I'm so sorry...to you, to me, to everything that could have been. I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm leaving.