Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by lurktheshadows, Nov 8, 2010.

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  1. lurktheshadows

    lurktheshadows Well-Known Member

    Can someone please talk to me for a bit.....

    Some guy just came to my dorm and told me I had to leave within five days....I'm screwed...I can't do this, I can't go back home...if you knew, you would understand..I will not survive if I go home.
    I don't have any money, I have nowhere to go, I don't have any friends.
    I want so scream and wail, I want to jump off a cliff, I want to sleep forever
    I want to rip my face off
    I want to sob uncontrollably
    but there's too many people here
    I'm never alone, yet I've never been so alone. A cliche within a cliche within a cliche...

    I hurt so many people, how can I expect better?
    I deserve this

    I will end up like my father, ...hell, who the hell am I kidding? I am my father. I'm fucking insane.
    I threw my whole life away...
    I threw it all away, what little I had
    and then I curled up in the vestiges, and never got up.

    I'm so you, to me, to everything that could have been. I'm sorry
    I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry

    I'm leaving.
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Go to the councillor in your school and get help okay see what finances there are availble to you. Go to hospital there emergency dept and get help okay tell them what is happened and you are not coping well withit all.
    i don't know why they are asking you to leave but please get a hold of councillor there and see what other options there are available to you take care
  3. Daphna

    Daphna Well-Known Member

    In these times I would pray. :hug: Life will get better. Hang in there.
  4. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    are you still there?
    I hope you took violets advice and sought some help...
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