Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by swimmergirl, Apr 17, 2010.
why does it hurt so badly?
i dont know. i dont know...
what's causing you so much pain?
talk about it here,it could help you feel better..
btw..i can feel you..:hugtackles:
i wish i knew, hon
please, stop trying to push me away, because i won't go :cry:
i know that i'm not enough, so please come back and talk to us
let other people in a little
I don't know the answer but I'm thinking of you.....:hug::flowers:
It's just all the awful memories, but they don't feel like memories, they feel like vivd snapshots of what happened and they keep playing out right in front of me, so close, feel like I can touch it, hear it, smell it, see it just like I did then. and, its really horrible, sick shit. The things that went on in my family were wrong, no doubt, but that doesn't change the fact that I live with these haunting memories all the time and I can't stand it any more.